Wednesday, 28 January 2009

On a Church Floor

Um... Hello!

Ah its you. I havent heard from you in awhile.

Yes well, I was... busy.

And you're not now?

No. Well. Actually, I had some questions.

Dont you always? What is it this time?

I still feel, somewhere, inside, where it counts I think, that it will all work out and things will go back to 'normal'.

And...

And well. I've never really felt that way before, and I wanted to know, what does it mean?

Why should it mean anything?

Well because! Its so profound, and unshakeable and.. and inherent. It must mean something!

Oh you mean that these feelings indicate that he is the one for you, and that the love you shared was special and would conquer all and eventually it has to work out because you were meant to be together?

Yes!! Is it true? Is that what they mean?

No.

Oh. Then...

Nothing. They mean nothing.

Nothing at all? Not even-

NOTHING.

{silence}

You love him. And you haven't quite stopped yet. Now, go get drunk and find a nice boy and a quiet corner. That should help.

Oh I... Umm, thank you.

Anytime.

7 comments:

ApocalypsE said...

nice...:-)geting over someone is hard...

TheDragon said...

Thank you!
Yesssss you are so right, there is no easy way to do it.

ak said...

I think scientists a few years back said that love was a consequence of a chemical reaction that takes place in our body...don't know if its true. But a chemical which does help get over it, i know off...they call it alcohol!! Cliched...but as time passes things get better.

TheDragon said...

Aj: I think time works much better than alcohol. Besides alcohol always gets me into the drunk dialng mood, and nothing, but nothing, is worse than that.

ak said...

right!! forgot about the drunken dialing bit. let time take its course then.

TheDragon said...

Velusamy: I can tell you from experience, much much much experience, that it does hurt less as time goes on!

Aj: You see? Alcohol bad? Everyone put down the cocktails and buy clocks. Much better idea.

Anonymous said...

can i be the nice boy in the corner? just this one time? p'weeeez?